So it happened, my biggest fear, I lost someone I would have never even imagined was possible to lose but I did. I mean I guess its for the better because I’m not gonna regret everything we shared and all that happened. We learn and we grow and this is truly a life altering situation. I wont deny the heartache I feel, its impossible too. But I’m gonna look at the bright side in this, everything happens for a reasin and what’s meant to happen will happen, its fate. So maybe this isn’t the end but just a whole new start to a whole new beginning, better then we ever thought of. If someone is meant to be in your life then they stay in it and never go, but then there are others who are just there to help you learn and grow and then move on in your life. Whichever it is I will always cherish what we had and always remember.